mOvInG oN wItH lIfE wItH tHe bEaTs oF mY hEaRt.....

Its been a long time, i was waiting for the dawn....not knowing the reason, not even looking at the time.....and i was going on....almost insane, and completely restless.......

I don't know what and which thing bide me with the lingering pain, but i was enjoying each and every bit of that pain, even i was trying to grow it with each breath i took, and i was moving with it....feeling insecure and lonely.....on the beats of sorrows........

For sure, i was distracted....to the extent that even i didn't think of being in pain.....

And i was listening to the music all the time.....let it be the time when i heard to "I was never broke with broken promises", or let it be the time when i moved to "Rock on".....Each and every bit of that music was making me more and more curious about the dawn for which i waited for almost eternity.........


And finally, that dawn has showed me its face. I was completely fazed, in fact, was amazed so much that i didn't believe it for a while...i was not able to believe that a dawn whose face i have never imagined can be so beautiful.....i was never sure of its existence and even after seeing its brightness i was not ready to believe that this particular dawn will shake my existence......

But it did, and did it to such an extremity that i was forced to think its way....i thought its way to the point when it came to the dim of the eve.....and i was scared of loosing this dawn....i was scared of loosing my life's only shine with this evening....and look, I, a person who was so addicted to nights was afraid of the darkness for the very first time.....

And i decided, let it be nature, let it be the thing decided by the God himself, i will not loose this brightness....and things changed just like a zap of fingers....it was like my luck was waiting for my decision of resisting the obvious.....my luck stood up for the first time for me, and i can sense the result... i am holding that dawn in my heart today....not to see it to its eve, but to take it to the night and show it to the darkness that look, Ambar has snatched the sunshine...... Ambar has broke the rule, and nobody in the world is going to clear up his fist this time.....and let the world try, this time Ambar is not going to loose the grip.........

And i came to know its not what your fate decides for you, it is what you decide for your fate to think about.......and today also, i m listening to a song and its ----

"When you are alone, and life is making you lonely, you can always go---DOWNTOWN....
When you have got worries, all the noise in the hurries, seems to help i know---DOWNTOWN...
Just listen to the music of the traffic in the city,
Linger on the sidewalks where the neon signs are pretty,
How can you loose...........???????
The lights are much brighter that you can forget all your troubles, forget all your pain...
So go DOWNTOWN, things will be great..
when you are DOWNTOWN, no final place...
For sure DOWNTOWN, everything is waiting for you...."

And i am smiling............come on life, i am inviting to the party of your lifetime......Rock the world...