Night Calls.....

That was not gloomy at all, neither that was bright, the smoke was just so perfectly appropriate to intoxicate me with the purest of emotions, i didn't think of myself this way ever before this very night. the night itself was so wonderful with clouds covering almost every part of sky, but i didn't like it much....coz there were no stars to talk with....

And i was standing alone under that endless sky. And in that trip of thoughts, something strange crept into my mind, even while being alone, i was STANDING.... And yes, that was true, i regained my attitude. this is me, standing tall against all the odds... Every moment that has passed by was alive before my eyes with that thought and i murmured just one thing over everything else--

F*** IT AND FORGET IT......

And this is me, raw, cored and yes, rejoiced AMBAR. Now its a new avataar of me. i feel like reincarneted.... Most importantly, i can differenciate between "being alive" and "staying alive"........