mUsIcALLy dEaD........

Music says it all... doesn't matter you give it a damn or doesn't matter you take it to your heart, when it comes to rhythm, music takes it all.... i do not have any idea how close i am to music but, i feel the worst thing is being musically dead. . . . . .

surprized????yes i mean it, musically dead!!!! just as i am....feeling no sanity within, not feeling like responding to rhythm and last but not the least, being numb to not bang ur head against the beats....i am not doing anyone of these right now, and thats why i called myelf musically dead...

the question remains the same, are we living our lives????? the answer seems to be divergent from the point everytime i try to answer this..... just one thing remains as a truth, no matter i listen to Mettalica's "untill i sleep" or if i listen to Green day's "boulevard of broken dreams", i feel uncertain abt life and again, music says it all to me---

"I AM BROKE BUT I AM HAPPY,
I AM POOR BUT I AM KIND,
I AM SHOT BUT I AM HEALTHY YEAH.....
I AM HIGH BUT I AM GROUNDED,
I AM SANE BUT I AM OVERWHELMED,
I AM LOST BUT I AM HOPEFUL.....................""
-"Alanis Morrisette"

and i feel that i have the power to be myself. The power to be like me everytime, the power to behave like myself and the power to think like me all the way, i feel contended within myself feeling these lines...................

And when it comes to confront life, i answer this to life in my very own way, as "i am lost but i am hopeful......". i know this might sound crazy but its the truth, i was never able to understand how the life goes on when we everyday breath out more then what we intake... and the life goes on, just like music.....the less we hear, the more we pour it out........ and yes i feel musically dead.......

love will always be in air, doesn't matter its about music or its about life, but just one thing to say or write about it, to finish, MUSIC TAKES IT ALL..........................................................

with luv............