One thing with which I related myself to each and everyday.....""SKY"".....what I thought was -- though I can't be as big as sky, but atleast I can absorb its vastness into my attitude...... I always believed that if I can't give people a reason to smile in their loneliness, atleast I can make them smile in my company...and I did that with each bit of my silly jokes, sometimes without any reason.... And look what... I succeeded in my first goal......now I have become a joke myself, and the bigger thing is -- now people don't smile, they laugh.......but I don't know why, I don't feel contended....
I feel burnt, i feel dumped, and i feel broke...... and i am not contended.... i am not satisfied.....
I dint ever think of myself being this way.... Never even when I left music... I don't know what made me feel this, and I don't know why I feel this every now and then..... but I know one thing.... I always feel good when something goes good with the people around me........
Just like today, I was feeling gloomy in the morning, but when I came to know some good news from my friends about them , I was happy as anything.... its just god's grace that whenever I feel gloomy, I come across people who make my day and I start feeling good.
Again, I have started looking up to the sky....just to measure its vastness with the hope of capturing it, with a passion to bang it down, with a goal to boot it badly........................just to see it vanishing before my eyes....................................
Life plays game, and I love playing with life.......... things were like that, and they will be so forever.......
I feel burnt, i feel dumped, and i feel broke...... and i am not contended.... i am not satisfied.....
I dint ever think of myself being this way.... Never even when I left music... I don't know what made me feel this, and I don't know why I feel this every now and then..... but I know one thing.... I always feel good when something goes good with the people around me........
Just like today, I was feeling gloomy in the morning, but when I came to know some good news from my friends about them , I was happy as anything.... its just god's grace that whenever I feel gloomy, I come across people who make my day and I start feeling good.
Again, I have started looking up to the sky....just to measure its vastness with the hope of capturing it, with a passion to bang it down, with a goal to boot it badly........................just to see it vanishing before my eyes....................................
Life plays game, and I love playing with life.......... things were like that, and they will be so forever.......
