wHaT iT aLl cOmEs dOwN tO......

Stories were never meant to be told, dreams were never meant to be thought of, and future was never meant to be sorted out..... but things changes as you change your perception....

Regardless of what happens in your life, you still keep feeling the same all the time, you keep falling in for the same reasons and even though you decide to be strong in each and every situation, you keep breaking out for the obvious reasons..... nothing goes right until you change your perception....


And not only material things, not even the way you take the things, even the way you think changes as you change your perception...... And i just changed my perception towards life......


Now i am propagating the stories, am dreaming and fighting for them to get them true, and yes, future is unseen, but still sorting the things so that it has to be good for me now, at least now....



There were times when i tried and failed, there were times when i fought for some and lost all of them, there were times when i got more than what i deserve, and then there were times when i thought of getting more of my life...... I do not regret of anything that i have lost in my life, may be because i do not cherish any good thing coming my way...... I do not cry for the people that went away from me, may be because new people did not fill their places...... and i do not search for happiness anymore, may be because the pains never left me..... and still this time, i did not alter the phenomenon as the things came their own way, and i was there eventually standing with my arms stretched out for anything to come and hug me with an impulse, let it be pain, let it be smile, let it be fire, let it be wrath, let it be fire, let it be love, let it be jeopardy, let it be decision...... all i needed was an impulse that could shake me....

The perceptions remain immaterial for me, the thoughts remain immovable for me, the profoundness remains unknown for me and yes, last but not the least, peace remains unsolved for me, but still, i m standing tall b'coz i have made a decision, and the decision is the thing that cuts out the perception, the thoughts, the wrath and the confusion....... so here i am, here is Ambar, not to be said decisive, but yes, determined...............


cheers........with love to all

Ambar