St. aNgEr....!!!!

If there is something with the name as conscience, i am missing it for sure.. Don't know whether it is due to the thought process that is rushing through my mind or is it the state of an unconscious mind that my blood starts flowing wildly the moment i think about all the things. I am still in the dilemma that is it because of the excitement or is it the anger.. Or it can also be the frustration that sometimes mount upon and dances hard but i am not able to understand that if its frustration, why do i feel irate??.. Ooops...too much of confusion right??? Anyways leave it... I am not going to discuss any such thing right now.

The thing i am about to talk about might be shocking for some and it might be rocking for all the other people. Shocking because its coming from Ambar and rocking because its really coming from Ambar.

So finally, Ambar is writing about it...... -----------ANGER------------

It can be fear for some, it can be expression for other or it can be the way for mass and it might be the attitude itself, but when i hear this word, the first thing comes into my mind is a song from "METALLICA"--ST. ANGER...it goes as---



"St. Anger round my neck
St. Anger round my neck
He never gets respect
St. Anger round my neck

St. Anger round my neck
He never gets respect
St. Anger round my neck
He never gets respect

F*** it all and no regrets
I hit the lights on these dark sets
I need a voice to let myself
To let myself go free
F*** it all and f*** regrets
I hit the lights on these dark sets
Medallion noose I hang myself
St. Anger round my neck

I feel my world shake
I can't look away
Hard to see clear
Is it me
Or is it fear?

I'm madly in anger with you

I want my anger to be healthy
I want my anger just for me
I need my anger not to control
I want my anger to be me

I need set my anger free
I need to set my anger free
Set it free!"


There was no point quoting the complete song but the beauty of lyrics compelled me to include it. Just follow the lines and you will find a mind bender in it. Anger is a saint(a god) in the starting which never gets respect and later when the lyricist is fearing it to be inside himself, he wants to set it free . I believe you must be catching my intention now.

Anger for me is not a form of expression, neither its something to relate with human behavior, its just music. Amazed??? Well, i can understand. I am not talking about the song anymore. I am talking about the behavior of the anger itself. Just like music, it effects the most when its in a rhythm with a predetermined focus point or foci, it sounds best when it goes smoothly, rises for a moment and then goes off like it was never there, most of the people like it to be flying and of course, it doesn't have to be loud all the time.

When the lights go off, we need a candle, a fire or a lamp, but the anger is the only fire that actually make the light of conscience go off. Not a word to know, not a topic to think about, its just a feeling. If I love music, i need to love anger as well. Can't help, its my style of music. In a similar way, that i can't write a blog until unless some or the other thing doesn't make me think about a topic. Every feeling, every thought, every emotion, every expression and every answer to these phenomenons needs food to propagate the flow of the seeds of these restrictions over your mind and if we are talking about anger, then it has to be propagated through a food for it. And again, brain triumphs over the heart and the food comes with face up as the repulse and the seed is music. Nothing bad, nothing sour, just need.. Need for music, need for peace and yeah, need for anger.

And to close the curtains, one last thing that i heard somewhere-- "Be angry, it just makes your mind excrete what is rotten and stinky inside your brain..." :-)

with "anger"
AMBAR