Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Rain.... its something i cherish the most. coz it rained wen i was sad, it rained wen i was happy, and its raining even today wen i cant find any mood.....
I came across everything, let it be success, let it be failure, let it be love and let it be sorrow, but nothing rains as rain..... and all i can think of is just of a statement--

"...its better to burn out than to fade away..."

And again the rain plays its part in it. nothing on the account, nothing on the mind and even nothing on the heart....its full of water but empty at heart. Anybody can compare itself to it... Everybody wishes to be a part of drops of rain, however, its as evident as anything, raindrops are destined to lose their identity after their job is done. so we are.... destined to lose our breath after the job is over... "i have many works to do"....this sentence can make ur life longer and can make ur life short....what i want, is to make it short and sweet. so i am here.....wet with showers and ready to go. coz i have many things to do......

Life counts each and every day, whether its raining or not. So lets search for our own dawn, our own evening and of course, our own RAIN.....
with luv.......

Friday, October 06, 2006

Musical Memoria......

its never cheerful to remember the anniversaries of the bad things that had happen in ur life, but i have that habit of remembering each and every day that had bought some memories to my life.....i find it funny to have those memories back in ur mind and then post-mortem them to that extent so that u wont feel bad for them to be hapened ever...
Probably, this keeps me being myself, being AMBAR.............perhaps......

I used to chant these lines so many times before........
"where do i take this pain of mine,
i run but it stays right by my side,
so tear me open,pour me out...
there r things inside that scream and shout...
and the pain still hates me....
so hold me untill it sleeps...................................."
but now i realized this myself,that being in pain causes pain to everyone in ur demethy...so i m now painless,with the same relentlessness and of course, with the same smile....... and now it goes on with music itself.....News....News.....News.....Now i am listening to Deff Leppard's "Rock On......". and now i feel myself like rocking on the world with the real vastness of "AMBAR"....
so everybody there, rock on with me...........coz i came to know that-----
"lovely things are not hard to get,
they only needs some lovely efforts......."