its never cheerful to remember the anniversaries of the bad things that had happen in ur life, but i have that habit of remembering each and every day that had bought some memories to my life.....i find it funny to have those memories back in ur mind and then post-mortem them to that extent so that u wont feel bad for them to be hapened ever...
Probably, this keeps me being myself, being AMBAR.............perhaps......
I used to chant these lines so many times before........
"where do i take this pain of mine,
i run but it stays right by my side,
so tear me open,pour me out...
there r things inside that scream and shout...
and the pain still hates me....
so hold me untill it sleeps...................................."
but now i realized this myself,that being in pain causes pain to everyone in ur demethy...so i m now painless,with the same relentlessness and of course, with the same smile....... and now it goes on with music itself.....News....News.....News.....Now i am listening to Deff Leppard's "Rock On......". and now i feel myself like rocking on the world with the real vastness of "AMBAR"....
so everybody there, rock on with me...........coz i came to know that-----
"lovely things are not hard to get,
they only needs some lovely efforts......."
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I noticed one thing about life..Your circumstances determine a lot about your mental state..Nothing succeeds like success..i can already see it working in your case.. :-)
Be happy for today!! "Today" is the second best gift u can ever get in life..The first one is "Life" itself!
Cheers!
you have written about yourself that you believe in being alive........survival is not important but existence is. n now you are showing true signs of that. carry on Amby.........rock n bloody knock this world off with the same aatitude.
reading your blog is just like listening to you boy........what do I comment on the way you take life as it comes and then give the best shot sooner or later...just keep the fire burning....Amen!!
God bless.
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