One thing with which I related myself to each and everyday.....""SKY"".....what I thought was -- though I can't be as big as sky, but atleast I can absorb its vastness into my attitude...... I always believed that if I can't give people a reason to smile in their loneliness, atleast I can make them smile in my company...and I did that with each bit of my silly jokes, sometimes without any reason.... And look what... I succeeded in my first goal......now I have become a joke myself, and the bigger thing is -- now people don't smile, they laugh.......but I don't know why, I don't feel contended....
I feel burnt, i feel dumped, and i feel broke...... and i am not contended.... i am not satisfied.....
I dint ever think of myself being this way.... Never even when I left music... I don't know what made me feel this, and I don't know why I feel this every now and then..... but I know one thing.... I always feel good when something goes good with the people around me........
Just like today, I was feeling gloomy in the morning, but when I came to know some good news from my friends about them , I was happy as anything.... its just god's grace that whenever I feel gloomy, I come across people who make my day and I start feeling good.
Again, I have started looking up to the sky....just to measure its vastness with the hope of capturing it, with a passion to bang it down, with a goal to boot it badly........................just to see it vanishing before my eyes....................................
Life plays game, and I love playing with life.......... things were like that, and they will be so forever.......
I feel burnt, i feel dumped, and i feel broke...... and i am not contended.... i am not satisfied.....
I dint ever think of myself being this way.... Never even when I left music... I don't know what made me feel this, and I don't know why I feel this every now and then..... but I know one thing.... I always feel good when something goes good with the people around me........
Just like today, I was feeling gloomy in the morning, but when I came to know some good news from my friends about them , I was happy as anything.... its just god's grace that whenever I feel gloomy, I come across people who make my day and I start feeling good.
Again, I have started looking up to the sky....just to measure its vastness with the hope of capturing it, with a passion to bang it down, with a goal to boot it badly........................just to see it vanishing before my eyes....................................
Life plays game, and I love playing with life.......... things were like that, and they will be so forever.......
3 comments:
Your all the blogs come at a crucial time bro n moreover somewhat expressing the depth of your thoughts & reasons of your deeds............they sometime match my thoughts as well.........keep it up........n remember.......being happy is good for everyone but making others happy is what Amby is good at..........cheers
It is really great that you are making people happy. You need not to see the sky or measure it, just do your work you will become bigger than the sky.
ambar,
i succeeded in my first goal......now i have become a joke myself, and the bigger thing is -- now people don't smile, they laugh.......
you are not a laughing stock..though i remember the laughs we used to have together while idling at ur sister's place..;-)
you will be satisfied and contended the day you start observing yourself and more than that living for yourself..
the vastness/greatness is always within..and you live up to ur name... :-)
I hope there are bright and sunny days ahead.
Cheers!
Anusha
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