Saturday, September 23, 2006

Night Calls.....

That was not gloomy at all, neither that was bright, the smoke was just so perfectly appropriate to intoxicate me with the purest of emotions, i didn't think of myself this way ever before this very night. the night itself was so wonderful with clouds covering almost every part of sky, but i didn't like it much....coz there were no stars to talk with....

And i was standing alone under that endless sky. And in that trip of thoughts, something strange crept into my mind, even while being alone, i was STANDING.... And yes, that was true, i regained my attitude. this is me, standing tall against all the odds... Every moment that has passed by was alive before my eyes with that thought and i murmured just one thing over everything else--

F*** IT AND FORGET IT......

And this is me, raw, cored and yes, rejoiced AMBAR. Now its a new avataar of me. i feel like reincarneted.... Most importantly, i can differenciate between "being alive" and "staying alive"........

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

I could relate,though i had to read it thrice.Good one ambar.Loking forward more from the 'figher'.

Anonymous said...

**Looking forward to read more from the end of 'fighter'.

Anusha said...

hmmm..ambar, the music sounds best at night, the stories are longest and deepest at night, maggi tastes best at night :-))..i have lived some of my best moments at night!

Night truly rocks!!

Nice post..keep writing..